bluebell, kion
seasian he they
cancer
4w5 intp
Nykto was made as a last hail mary to my mental health. I needed something to do with my hands, my time, my thoughts, and something to look forward to---so i deleted all my social media and started. Did it work? No. not really. I'm still sad, I'm still mad, I'm still the same. But at the same time now I'm here instead of my bathroom floor. I feel alive. The truth is that I can never rid myself of mental illness completely, but I can make myself think a little less about it.
I'm always really bad at describing myself cause my aesthetics and personality change so often. Especially depending on who I'm talking to at the moment. I cope by abandoning all social media which is why im really bad at responding to dms and often avoid social interaction at all times unless absolutely necessary. I'm the type of friend who almost never reaches out first which is really bad I know which is why I'm trying to unlearn it...
I've been told that my type is either buff, tortured men who bottle up their emotions or traumatize men who traumatize their lover because they think that's what love is/they don't know how else to express it.