Welcome to the about page of NYKTO's creator, me !! Bluebell !!

I plan on having NYKTO for a long time. I’ve always dreamed about having a webpage, my own little corner of the internet that's completely at the mercy of my hands. I started out on carrd around 2022 and then briefly tried out neocities the following year, but i was stupid as shit so i gave up and moved to strawpage when it first got popular. And now I’m here. Again, I'm still REAALLLYYYY new to the html stuff. So expect this site to grow with me !

I love personalizing things. My phone is covered in stickers, my laptop is covered in stickers, my notebooks are covered in stickers. My bag is so ostentatiously loud because of the amount of keychains and pins and everything. I just be doing stuff!!!! My need for individuality also stretches into my online life and persona. My profile picture always has to be of one of my beloved characters, because the option is there and if its there im gonna make sure everyone within a 15 kilometer radius knows about it.

It's always hard to write a description of myself. One part of it is being used to carrds, where bios are always kept short and reduced to the uniform "name, age, nationality, mbti, sexuality" thing. Another part of it is I guess my sense of self and struggle to define the lines between the idolized version of myself and the me that I have to live with everyday, and I guess it slowly evolved into something completely different, because now i struggle to identify myself after years of scrubbing it away. I can never write these descriptions of myself cause of that loss of identity. So now I kinda just go thru the motions of myself. I am who I am now, and maybe I'll be someone completely different tomorrow. As long as I'm still in the same body, I don't really care too much about it.

Anyway I'm gonna try to at lleaastst describe myself as best as possible ??!? I'm an asian trans guy and I'm a liiiiiiiiiddle bit mentally ill. Every n+c fan kinda mentally ill I know for a FACT. I'm really bad at socializing both offline and online, but I find it easier to do online since it gives me time to think and retype what I'm trying to say as many times as I want. I've been interested in fashion for a long time but I only recently started taking it seriously.

My favorite characters tend to be the middle aged ones with a lot of repressed feelings. Jotaro Kujo is my all time favorite character followed closely by. uhhhnngh. I'd say red hood. I usually listen to whatever i find entertaining, but I always come back to rock and techno music. Right now (as of march 27) im really into eisenfunk, tactical sekt, and vkei! My favorite songs are eisenfunk quattro gti, dark sky by tactical sekt, steps to dysfunction by tactical sekt, open the door instrumental by longestsoloever, ningen sikkaku by kizu, and anchu roman by caligari. In terms of games I also usually play whatever is entertaining (can you tell im easily entertained) but right now I'm playing a lot of buckshot roulette, cry of fear, and slow damage. But I'm always playing slow damage so putting that there is kidna eehhhh..

I've had a lot of pets over the course of my life. If I had to count, i wouldn't. Because me and my family have just had that many. As of march 2026, I have one maltese dog (she is very cute) and two random orange stray cats we adopted cause they would not shut the fuck up. Seriously they were at my front door at like 2 am and would just go at it until we gave them some tuna. And then they proceeded to meow at me LOUDER. And then the next day they CAME BACK. And they kept coming back and who was I to say no and Oh My God they're now inside my house wtf.

Last year, I semi-adopted a little cat who I always saw roaming around my compound. I say semi-adopted cause he doesn't come inside my house, we just kinda feed him and play with him and let him on our laps whenever he wants. He really just comes and goes as he pleases. And who am I to say no?

I made this site hoping to have some fun with it, and I hope you do too!! oke bai...